06/23/2023

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06/23/2023

RootPain's Commentary

I can't believe the art section is a thing again.
Yeah, not only I've done art again after a thousand years
but I finally got a bit out of depressive state in order
to update this thing again.

So what happened in the time I was gone?

To make a long story short, I'm feeling really bad recently, and most of this
is due to the fact that I've been feeling stagnant in recent times
I have a job, good friends, the house for myself, and even then, it feels like
I'm not going anywhere, I'm not exactly in the worst of situations
but in a lot of ways staying on the same place in life for quite a while
can be just as bad as being put through constant fights against life

And the fact I feel alone and isolated from everyone does not help at all
Once again it's taking the best out of me and I'm getting tired of the fight

But infinite sadness aside, this piece was done as a way of saying "thank you"
and to celebrate (most) of the great friends I have, with a lot of the details
on this piece being either inside jokes or references to things me and my friends
do in private, which might explain why a lot of the drawings on the walls
might not make any sense at first glance

I've spent a good week working on this, with it beginning as a test with me
attempting to replicate The Binding Of Isaac artstyle once again, but it
quickly led me into trying to make more characters into the thing
and at one point I was going to feature over 30 artists into this little
thing, but my anxieties and melancholy quickly drained me out of
inspiration, so I decided to finish this with what I could realistically
work instead of taking any longer and risking abandoning the thing altogether
and honestly, I really enjoy how this came out despite all the turbulence
I might do more things like these in the future, but for now, I'll try to
rest and rethink about what I'm doing here, since I feel like once again
I lost my purpose in here, this time not even being overwhelming sadness
just bleak emptiness

Existential dread aside, this is it for now
As you can see, I'm updating things again, and I do plan to add more
downloadable content and finally finish the Blog Section as I promised
a while ago, and I think I got a pretty decent idea on how I'll implement
it already, so I'll probably won't postpone it any further

Either way, I'll see you when I see you
Goodbye.

Lost Hope

RootPain

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June 23, 2023