the heart always finds it's way.

sent by: june santos (a.k.a neorootpain)
august 19, 2025, 06:25:30.
Hey there. I see you found my website.
Or maybe I found you. Doesn't that sound deep?
Anyways, I'm glad we crossed paths either way.
Coincidence? There is no such thing as a coincidence.
Everything happens with a purpose. Even if takes a while for you to find
out what that purpose is, or was.

But me being pretentious by trying to sound deep aside.
I want to say that finally finishing this website means everything to me.

This website, in a lot of ways, is a pure reflection of
everything I am, and at one point, was.

I started very rough, being incredibly bitter and angry at all times
thinking that I was above everything and everyone else, despite barely
being above mediocre.

But I like to believe I've grown into something better.
I'm now refined, I lead life and myself with a better disposition
and I've evolved myself and my works into something that I believe
everyone, myself included, can be proud of.

I'm not a perfect guy, I don't want to pretend to, or be one
I'm still very angry at times, I still struggle to say and do
the right things, but I'm always coming back to try again.

It's like I always say; "Trying is everything anyone could ask for."

I made Neo-RootPain.com: Godspeed as a celebration of everything
The good, the bad, the past, the present, the future
The new, the old, the JuneSSai.net, and the RootPain.com
The Victor, The RootPain, and the June.

It's been a rocky road, but if life didn't go the way it went
none of this would've been possible, we wouldn't be here today.

Every experience is valid, and every experience leads up to something
better. Something bigger, and for me, it led me back to this website.
Something that was only a childhood dream, that eventually
became a reality, and once again, my comfort.

I hope that my passion shows through every page you scroll by
and I hope that one day in the future, you'll think about this website
again and go "Wow, that website was cool.", and maybe even go
"I want to make something like that one day."
And if I got you to think like that, then all the effort was worth it.

Maybe you're already reading this in the future.
Maybe you've already made your own, and better website.
Maybe you've made it because of me!
If that's the case, I'm proud of you. And I'm happy that something
I made could've had such an impact on anyone out there.

I hope the future is treating you well, future reader!

Either you're new, or you've been around for quite a while
Thanks for sticking around, and thanks for the support
specially if you sticked with me even at my lowest of lows.

And in case we met under bad circumstances (when I used to be a
complete piece of shit back in the day), I'm sorry. Genuinely.

Either way, keep on trying.
Because trying is everything is anyone could ask for.

It's not easy, and it will never be easy
But it's just like I always say.

"Nothing worthwhile is ever easy."

I've been finishing my posts with "The Struggle Continues"
for about a year and a half now.

So I think it's only fitting I end this guestbook message with...
The Struggle Is Over.

'Till we meet again!
Don't forget to sign the Guestbook!

Seriously. Sign it. This took me a while to make.
It's the coolest section in the entire website and I'd hate to see it unused.
Plus, I like getting messages.

Charlotte my beloved. <3 <3 <3

rootpain lives on!
june santos (a.k.a neorootpain)